Kim's

2010-12-31T11:55:00.006+08:00

Last Day of 2010

Sharlene, Alicia, Yahui and Xuyan

Its the last day of 2010! Omg, how time flies.
My site here is really kinda dead.
Actually I have the intention of closing my blog,
since I don't really blog these days.
Plus, I'm lazy to blog!! HAHAH
Well anyway, to end off 2010,
I shall post overdue pictures taken last few weeks.
The above pictures were taken at Paris ris
with my wintertime colleagues.
Anyway I'm not working at Wintertime anymore,
due to massive school load.
And I miss them alot ):

Steamboat with classmates! I guess that was 3 weeks ago.

Clique outing!
Went out with my clique recently to Mind Cafe at boat quay and sang K at Teoheng :D

Peiwen, Boonhao, Kendrick, Jeryn & Cheryl

I love my clique ttm! :DDDD
But next semester we would all be in different class ):

HOHOHO MERRY CHRISTMAS~
Like every other year, celebrated Christmas with my group of girls.
This time round we had a chalet at East Coast Park and headed to Pub for countdown.

Not all photos are posted here. Most of them are on Facebook.
Yeah this post would be super long if I were to post all of them. Hahaha.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY~~

2010-12-14T00:29:00.002+08:00

If time could go back...

Would everything be different?

2010-11-30T23:28:00.003+08:00

He, She, We, US :D

Poon Pei Wen

Jeryn

Cheryl

Been so long since I last update my site here.
Kind of dead already I suppose!
I'm busy with school lately, like always.
School ends at 6pm, head home for dinner, do tutorial homework.
By the time I want to on my baby laptop, its almost time to sleep!!
Anyway, photos above are taken during CCN day at school and marketing project at The Cathay.
Super overdue, I know ):

Joceline Tan!

Met up with ex-classmate, Joceline, few weeks back!
She came TP to look for me! So sweet.
Brought her to try out design western. She's all thumbs up for it :D
Chilled at Tampines starbucks later in the night and we talked for hours and hours.
Awesommmeeeee. I miss my secondary school days.

JAZ, PEIYAN, JOYI, WANYI & HUIMEI!
I FUCKING MISS ALL OF YOU LAH.
I miss the times when half of us pontang and the other half climb out of the school gate after recess!

Tomorrow is Wednesday :D
Going to eat steamboat with my clique in class.
So happy :DDDD
I LOVE MY CLIQUE - Cheryl, Jeryn, Boonhao, Kendrick and Peiwen :D

1000 words essay project due next week.
GO KIM!

2010-11-12T00:12:00.003+08:00

I lost myself along the way

At times, I feel mentally worn out.
I need motivation.
I need motivation to get me started with projects.
I need motivation to get me moving in studies.
Projects are kicking in real soon and that's when my honeymoon period ends.

PROJECT is a big big word to me right now, for my CDS is project based.
No test. No exam.
Awesomeeee? Afraid not!
A total of 3 essays report to write.
And I suck at it.

After studying for a semester in TP, I learn something important.
Never trust anyone, but only yourself.
Because you never know who are the ones wearing mask over their faces.
They can mind-fuck you. So can they screw you up.
It's demoralizing, knowing that people who puts in probably only 1/3 of your effort can achieve as much as, or more than, what you can.
THIS IS SERIOUSLY AN AWFUL FACT; FML FML FML.

I have 2 projects due in 3 weeks and I've yet to start anything. Awesome.

Kim, save your soul.
Find the motivation that drives you please!

2010-11-10T00:26:00.004+08:00

FIRST MONTH, Baby

It's amazing, looking back at how we met
and eventually get together.
Been a month, and still going strong!

2010-10-28T23:50:00.003+08:00

Goodbye Holiday, Hello School!

Peiwen, Clarissa & Cheryl.

2 months of holiday came to an end!
My timetable for this semester is shitty.
In comparison with some of my peers, mine is quite okay.
But ain't satisfied by the fact that I end school at 6pm for 4 out of 5 days.
Last semester, I end school at 1pm, 4pm or 5pm.
This semester... Tsk tsk tsk!
Worse of all, I have tutorial on Friday 4 to 6pm!
This is worse than having a 9 to 11 tutorial on monday morning ):

I attended my CDS today - Entrepreneurship Project : Inter-disciplinary approach.
Just by looking at the name alone, it sounds tedious.
And yes it is, for there are three projects need to be completed in a semester.
Nonetheless, one or two includes presentation D:
Oh I was half an hour late for my tutorial today.
I was thinking, better late than never.
Plus, it's a 3 hours lesson.
Guess what? Lesson one was 40 mins only!
Which means, I attend 10 mins of lesson only. WTH~
Alright, enough of whining.

I met Joceline today at mac!
We slacked for hours.
So nice to see her~
Miss her so much, for we've not met for almost 2 months alr, or more!
Jo ah Jo~ Meet up more often k!! :D

P/s: Jaz, Wanyi, Tingwei, Minpei and all other taking 'O' level, all the best k!! :D

2010-10-20T00:51:00.004+08:00

When I see your smile, the world stops for a while

Moving on from you was one of the hardest thing in my life.
Because you were one who I deeply loved, be it as a friend or lover.
At the beginning, when everything fell, I still pinned high hope for your return.
But when I know you're doing well, with some other girl(s), it was honestly clear that you ain't coming back.
That was the time when I tell myself, everything between us had ended, I need to move on, despite how much I wanted you back.
If you had make your move now back then, things really would have been different.
We probably would have lesser misery.
Right now, I want to thank you instead.
I want to thank you for letting me go...
For letting me have the chance to know that there is a better guy out there for me.
I want to thank you for leaving happy memories in my life.
And after all that had happened, we're still friends, like before.
I believe there will be a girl out there, somewhere, who suits you more than any other girl.

2010-10-20T00:37:00.004+08:00

You're amazing, just the way you are.

Class chalet is awesome!
I LOVE BBQ MARSHMALLOW :D
Superrrr niceeeeee~

2010-10-04T09:51:00.003+08:00

Fairytale, once more

Love, Jaz!
Credits: Keith Ng

These days have been working round the clock.
Winter time, followed by office job at IPP. Alternate days.
I LOVE WORKING AT WINTERTIME :D
Cause Sharlene and I, having back working there for the 3rd year, have alot to chit chat about, and its fun working tgt once again! :D
KOI bubble tea SUPERRRRRR NICE. Drinking that everytime I work at PP.
I'm starting to feel dread working at IPP.
I used to look forward working in an office.
But of late, the tension working at office is stressful.
The people, the environment, the job load, though I did learn many things there.
My manager, Joelle, treats me damn good. Good to the max.
I feel guilty having the intention to leave, despite the fact that I very much want to.
HOW HOW HOW? PULL THROUGH WORKING AT OFFICE LORRRR~

P/s: I took out my braids!

K, K, K! Almost two weeks alr! I'm still waiting for your first move.

2010-09-29T02:35:00.002+08:00

You have the chemical that makes me fall in love.

Credits: Keith Ng

Hello all!
I'm back!
Have not been updating my site here.
These days have been a little busy, pardon me.
I got back my Semester 1.1 results.
GPA of 3.2. AWESOMENESS!
My Microecons got B+. Fuck.
I was expecting an A, honestly.

These days I'm busy with photoshoots and work.
I had 3 shoots in total this week.
Basically because I want to shoot before I have my braces on.
OH MY TEETH IS ARMED WITH BRACES NOW!
AND THE FEELING IS AWFUL! D:
I cannot bite. My upper teeth and lower teeth cannot meet! Holy shit .____.

I'm back working at Wintertime now, with Sharlene! :D
So apparently, I have two jobs. An office job at Parklane and working Wintertime at Parkway.
Working the two jobs on alternate days.
I guess of all the jobs, Wintertime is the best place.
ZERO STRESS LEVEL and great people there :DD

Holiday, so far so good.
Enjoying myself ^^
OH I CAN'T WAIT FOR MY CLASS CHALET ON THE FOLLOWING MONTH :D

2010-09-20T13:46:00.002+08:00

Define L.O.V.E, define F.A.T.E

Jaz and I went to braid our hair!!!
Totally awesome, its a whole new look.
I love my hair nowwwwwwwww~

Of all the places and people, I bumped into you.
Call this coincidence, call this fate.
We both can never escape from this madness.
Ask me if I'm over you, not exactly.
At times as I look through photos of you and me, reminiscing, I cry...

2010-09-19T14:04:00.004+08:00

Overdue Photos

Dear Jaz !
Went out to town followed by drinking few weeks ago.

Nobel ! :D
Guitar teacher :D
As promise, I'll practice my guitar hard.

Cheryl Leong!
Went out for window shopping a few times :D

I went slacking with Jaz last night at Bedok.
We had a lot to talk about, especially boys boys boys.

P/s: When the cupid arrow goes through your heart, that's it, you go gaga over him.

2010-09-18T02:10:00.004+08:00

You've been running through my mind,
over & over again

Freddie

Who is she?
She is none other than Freddie's niece.
Freddie, uncle alr!! Sounds so old. HAHAHA
Isn't his niece cute? Awww... her smile is like honey-coated lah!
I met up with Freddie today at his house area and he brought his niece down for a walk.
She is less than 12 months old and is already photogenic.
Imagine her 18 years later, she could be some model by then.

Met up with Cassalyn and Huimei, headed to TP library project room.
They were studying and I was meddling with my stuff through my laptop.
We all got bored and started webcaming :D

Huimei & Cassalyn

Dinner at 85 market.
Bar Chor Mee! SUPER NICE!!

2010-09-16T12:44:00.009+08:00

Drink the night away

Eddie, Nicholas, Weven, Darwin, Ryan, Xuyan

Tequila Shot

Flaming Martini

Xuyan, Darwin & Yang Fan

Ryan, Eddie, Nicholas & Xuyan

Xuyan

DarwinRyan!

Nicholas!

Went to Zouk/Mambo last night with ex colleagues from Winertime!
Most of us turned up, except for Sharlene.
I was super sad for Sharlene couldn't make it ):
Nicholas, one of the colleagues, is a member and brought us all in.
It was really a drink drank drunk session.
Long Island Tea+Vodka Redbull+Apple Shot+Jagerbomb+FLAMING MARTINI+Tequila Shot = Gg.com/ZoukMembershipToilet/VomitCombox2
I think I have never drank so much.
Flaming martini made me gone case.
Half the time I was in muddled blur. All I rmb was Nicholas holding my hand in pitch dark, walking me to and fro the membership toilet, through the crowd.
Thanks Supervisor Eddie and Weven for being there for me constantly to ensure that I'm fine.
Thanks Yang Fan and Xu Yan for the accompany back home.
Thanks Ryan for holding my stuff all the while.
Hey Semester 4.1 Nicholas! I know you drank alot too, vomitted as well.
Yet you were taking care of me the whole night. A big thanks to you for that.
I hope you'll be able to pull through your semester 4.1 and move on to your final year project and finally call for a graduation!

Many of us drank alot last night.
Most of our faces were in blush.
All in all, night was enjoyable, despite the drunken part and the almost got into fight at dancefloor.
The almost-fight was stupid, which was sparked off by some minor pushing -____-
Next gathering KTV ah! :D

2010-09-13T00:36:00.008+08:00

The mark of holiday!

Wen Luxe Spa!

Meiling, Yan zi, Cheryl, Shirley

Mr Chocolate and Miss Chocolate (working opp my booth)

Cheryl Leong

A super hectic week!
4 days of event-promoter at Suntec convention hall finally came to an end.
I'm officially a ear candling therapist! HAHAH
Why? Cause for the whole of 4 days, I'm required to put candle, made from beewax, which specially suck out excess ear wax in our ears and massaging of shoulder.
All the time, we were like "Auntie Uncle TEN DOLLARS TEN DOLLARS~"
Best part of the job is making friends across the hall.
We walked around talking to peeps of our age, exchanging flyers and trying out food samples. HAHA
Opposite my booth sells chocolate and while trying out their samples, we made friends with them :D
On the last day, one of them went to our booth to try out ear candling! So cool.

Throughout these 4 days, I saw a handful of familiar faces.
Like Annie, Peiyan, Brandon, Shane and Whye Kit.
I've make interesting friends who share part of their life story with me.
Shirley, an Indonesia-chinese, studying at Ngee Ann Poly, who works very very hard for money so as to make a living in Singapore. At the same time, humorous, pretty and posses a unique voice.
Joey Loh, the MC of Wen Luxe Spa for these 4 days, who have the talent in attracting crowd and brightening up many aunties and uncles' day, shared with me how her job scope is like outside and how sales should be done in the right way.
Gwen, the manager of Wen Luxe Spa, very friendly and is a strong motivator who always have faith in everyone of us. She shared with me her fascination towards bag and how her two young girls fascinate over pretty expensive shoes.

All in all, valuable exprience gained from this job.

Earlier in the week, I had my exam.
Not very well done, I think? But hopefully I'll be able to score at least C+ for POM and B for econs.
Accounting? DISTINCTION PLEASEEEE!!!
I screwed up my Comm skills test alr! The rest, please don't fail me!!

P/s: I changed my mind! Not cutting Bob hair style anymore and I'll be putting braces in 3 weeks time!

2010-09-01T00:23:00.003+08:00

WHAT IF...

My hair is cut to Bob style?

Leave comment plssssss :D

2010-08-28T23:37:00.004+08:00

I'll be the light to guide you, be it day or night

Yours truly, Kiddo

Many things happening around us are like phenomenon.
We are unable to comprehend, neither do we have explanation for it.
At times, we say 'let nature takes its course'.
But very often, we see the situation getting worse.
In fact all it takes is one move - initiative.
Initiative to come up with a remedy.
Or probably an initiative to put everything to a stop.
However, different situation subject to different solution...

In any way, I believe time will heal everything.

2010-08-27T01:27:00.003+08:00

New Perspective

Petrina

Studying these days have been productive.
Been studying with my dear Cassalyn, almost everyday.
Others include Nicholas, Zi Hao, Petrina, Cheryl.
As the examination days are drawing near, the hours having head buried in books are getting longer.
So far, I've completed 8 Chapters of Accounting, 5 Chapters of Microecons and ONLY 3 Chapters of POM.
I'm lucky that POM exam's weight 40% only, compared to the other 2 which is 60%.
POM can seriously kill. So much of memorizing.
I wonder if the large capacity of words going through my brain will cause any breakdown.

These days have been great.
Throwing everything aside, and only concentrating on studies.
I'm getting studious day by day.
Good and Bad.
Good that my grades would probably improve.
Bad that I'm torturing my brain, diverting attention, leading to a new perspective.

10 more days to exam.
Go girl.

2010-08-23T22:53:00.003+08:00

Beauty Lies In The Eyes of The Beholder

Credits to BoonHao & Cheryl

Flowers are amazing.
They can actually make my day, especially roses.
XOXO

2010-08-23T00:42:00.009+08:00

Leave me, go where you belong

You're right that we lost our years of friendship at the expense of love.
I can't deny that I still hold grudges, which hinder our 6 years of friendship.

The problem is you know what you want, but your egoism is holding you back.
Things that I've said, have you give them serious thoughts before?
The rules, you know very well.
But you cross that fine line and went back to your old self.
Your lies were too much for me to take, so I had to leave.

DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH IT KILLS ME,
KNOWING THAT YOU LIED STRAIGHT TO MY FACE ABOUT YOUR FLIRTATIOUS SIN?!

It kills me as much as how 17 April kills you.

Every single thing that I had done, seemed like a small fry to you.
I no longer know where I stand in your heart.
I don't need appreciation.
I just want you to stop hurting me.

That night as I cried before you, pleading.
All you said was "you know I don't go for patch..."
You knew if you had let your ego down, things could have been different.
It was you who let go of this r/s.

2010-08-22T00:53:00.003+08:00

Best of you, Luther

Chocolate lollipop!

Dear Luther, thank you for the Chocolate lollipop which you pre-ordered 2 months ago, specially for me.
Thank you for waking up at 4AM in the morning and made special deliver yourself after a call you received saying that the chocolate lollipop has arrived in Singapore from Malaysia last night.
Thank you for waiting almost an hour at PP for my tuition with O lvl student to end.
Thank you for always listening to my whining and complaints about whole lot of shits.
Thank you for trying your best to complete the homework I gave you during tuition, though you always fail to hand them up on time. HAHA!
Thank you for not minding an amateur tutor like me.
Thank you for lending me your baby guitar.

Basically, I really appreciate eveything that you do for me.
Cheers to our friendship :D

2010-08-21T01:18:00.004+08:00

Together, we make a difference

BoonHao, Pei Wen, Cheryl

Clarissa

Cheryl

Train Builders!

Botak Jones!

I was out with classmates on Wednesday.
Our initial plan was to fly kite at barrage.
But due to the rain, we decided to change the plan.
So, we went to The Mind Cafe at Prinsep Street to play board games.
Rounds after rounds of board game...
We were all excited about it till we lost track of the time, somehow.
Clarissa headed home after we all left The Mind Cafe.
The remaining us walked from Prinsep St to Youth park for dinner at Botak Jones.
All in all, awesome day :D

2010-08-16T01:13:00.002+08:00

Melt in your cookie heart

I baked cookies with Cassalyn few days ago at my house.
We use toaster oven instead of oven that is meant for baking.
Cookies were crispy at first, but turned soft ):
Main reason was due to the oven used. Aww...
I tried out new recipe too; flourless peanut butter cookie.
1 cup of peanut butter and sugar and 1 egg.
However, I added some flour to the dough, which defeats the purpose of it being flourless.
Didn't turn out to be nice ):
Plus, the use of toaster oven makes it chewy instead of crispy after some hours.

I wanna try bake cupcakes the next time :D
But not with my oven again!
Who wants to try? :D

2010-08-15T14:53:00.003+08:00

Lights out

I've been studying Principle of Management.
So much of memorizing, its expanding my mini brain ):

2010-08-13T01:18:00.004+08:00

Laughter, the best medicine

Hi readers, its Friday, 13.
Be safe.

2010-08-11T01:15:00.003+08:00

Inevitable

There is one thing I'm absolutely positive of - you're an idiot and you'll never change.

Cheryl recommend me a high pay part time job, working for starhub customer service hotline.
The pay is indeed appealing, $9/hr.
But the schedule is 6 days week!
Had to choice but to give it a miss. So did Cheryl ):
Right now, studies come first.
Got to score with flying colours for all three papers, especially Accounting!
I start off my revision with Principle of Management (POM) few hours back in school library, with Cassalyn.
All I did was read up on one chapter only.
Unproductive lah!! But I know in comparison with Nicholas and Company, I'm better off!
They were social-networking all the way at the library .____.

Going to school again tmr to mug.
Hopefully its productive!!
Aww man, the thought of flipping my POM lecture notes is simply killing me.

Time to go to bed!

2010-08-06T16:04:00.002+08:00

Biz Biz Biz Businessssss-SG
ONE-B-TEN

Cheryl, Kendrick, BoonHao, Pei Wen

Clarissa, Petrina, Cheryl

Since Comm Skills module is completed, there was no school on Wendesday.
Which means, CLASS OUTING!
Not the whole turned up; 18 out of 24.
We started off with lunch buffet at Seoul Garden (Marina Sq).
Followed by horror movie "The Crazies" at Orchard Cineleisure.
And lastly, had Rochor Bean Curd near Peace Centre!

A handful left after buffet, half left after movie, remaining Boon Hao, Kendrick, Pei Wen, Cheryl and I behind.
It was Pei Wen's idea to head to Peace Centre for Bean Curd. Afterall, we were all so full and simply need something light to munch and some distance to walk so as to help our digestion.
So, we walked from Orchard all the way to Selegie Road!
The walking duration was fast when walking in a group.
We all took bus home that night at all reached home at about 11pm.
Woah, long day uh. And we almost forgot about Econs lecture on the following day.

It's time I should go jogging ):
All the steamboat and supper are making me put on weight ):

Oh anyw, its Friday today.
Holiday officially starts!! :D

2010-08-03T22:55:00.003+08:00

All it takes to shoot for the moon.

Aeroy, Pei Wen, Clarissa

Cherie

Cheryl

The best part is... Communication Skills presentation is over!
Which means, no more project nor presentation for this semester.
The sad part is our tutor, Mrs Raimi is unlikely to teach us this module again next year, for the tutor has to be changed yearly.
She's one of the best teacher I've met, with great patience and is able to let students anticipate every lesson.
Awww mann... Mrs Raimi, class T23 will miss you ):

Right now, all I need to focus is the Mid-Semester Examination, which falls 1 month later.
I'm going to ace all subjects :D
C'mon Kim, you can do it!

2010-08-03T00:19:00.002+08:00

Sheeshaaaaaaa

Went Sheesha & drinking with Jaz, Nobel and his friends on Saturday evening.
It was fun, we played rounds and rounds of games.

My eyes are closing...
I want to sleep, need to sleep, got to sleep.
Goodnight!

2010-08-02T01:00:00.004+08:00

The more we get together,

The happier we'll be...

BoonHao, Kendrick, Jeryn, Cheryl & PeiWen

I went out with my classmates on Wednesday.
Movie, Neoprint, Steamboat, Desert, Photo-taking after taking photos.
Caught 'Despicable Me', which is awesomely funny, with Peiwen, Cheryl & Jeryn.
After Movie, Cheryl suggested taking neoprint, which reminded me of the old school days, where taking neoprint was a routine.
It has been almost 2 years since I last took it.
And for Jeryn, its 3 years. HAHAHAH.
Headed down to Bugis to meet BoonHao and Kendrick, who played mahjong at some friend's house located at Tamp before joining us.
We decided to have steamboat for dinner, which had us eating for whole of 2 hours.
We ended off the day with desert at the famous desert shop, Ah Chew.
Thumb up for Mango Sago! ^^
Kendrick had Grass Jelly w Vanilla Ice-Cream. OMG, just imagine.
Out of curiousity, I gave it a try. It taste... Awful~ Hahahah
Omg, i think I gain some weight!!!!
It was a day full of fun, joy and laughter.
We can't help to think that the following day is a weekend, which in fact, is Thursday whereby we have econs lecture at 9am! -____-

2010-07-26T01:08:00.003+08:00

A twist in fate

I used to think that you're true, until I witness the series of let down.
What is it in me that keeps me holding on?
I must have been more than a fool.
Every now and then, anger consumed me.
Because I'm so overwhelmed by the shits that you are doing.
But for all I know, I still care.
OH CRAP.
I NEED REALITY TO HIT ME HARD ON MY FACE.

I'm a good girl this week.
I've been mugging at mac with friends.
But there's one thing I seriously don't understand - how did I become so addicted to facebook?
Surfing the net is taking up much of my sleep.
Aww mannnnn.
I having Comm Skills Mock Test tmr afternoon.
Hopefully it would be well done, so there would be no tutorial on Wednesday.
Heading to bed now; its very late.

2010-07-25T00:13:00.002+08:00

Capture 'cheese' with a mere click of a button

Poh Weekeong - Buddy

I have countless things running through my mind now.
About you, you and you.
I feel so screwed up in life.

2010-07-24T00:38:00.003+08:00

Your call

HELLO JAZ!
THIS POST IS FOR YOU.

I LOVE YOU, FOR BEING SUCH A GREAT DEAR, ALWAYS BY MY SIDE :D

2010-07-22T23:46:00.002+08:00

Call for celebration

Now I can heave a huge sigh of relief for Principle of Management.
Because POM proj, which is the most tedious, is finally completed.
Presentation was fun, though it's the most fearful part of all.
Nevertheless, despite the minor mistakes each individual made, it was very well done.
These few weeks have been hectic.
I need a break.

I'm left with CSA and Comm Skills projs. Gogogo!

2010-07-15T02:21:00.004+08:00

Same story, told by different voices

Some say, "move on, he's not coming back for you."
While some say, "you deserve better."

You are a changed man.
Seeking entertainment to the fullest now.

Time to time, I would reminiscence the good old days.
Where they say we are compatible.
Where mutual trust is so strong.
Where little promises made to each other were kept unbroken.
Where bliss was written all over our faces.

I admit, I miss you, the old you.
Which I believe, is dead and gone, together with the love we had, and probably the strong friendship we used to have as well.

Alberto Moravia once said...
Friendship is harder and rarer than love.
Hence, it must be saved at all costs.
I guess I failed to do so.
What a shame.

2010-07-12T00:45:00.002+08:00

I'm angry, super angry!!
You're such a fucked up guy, even after you've walked out of my life.

If you stand infront of me right now,
I swear, I'm gonna shout loud at you.
URGH!!! FUCK!! YOU'RE SUCH A FUCKING JERK!

2010-07-09T00:31:00.003+08:00

Pop chill pills. & Next thing you know,
Drink Drank Drunk.

July is the month of sleepless night.
Projects after projects.
Presentation and presentation.
As the deadlines draw nearer, I can see my dark circles getting more hideous.
This level of stress, is unbearable. Totally wearing me out.
I need to get a life.
Doing projects till the wee hours is very unhealthy, I want to emphasize.

I need my night life, my entertainment ):

2010-07-01T18:00:00.000+08:00

Do you know, pain is contagious?

2010-06-30T23:44:00.003+08:00

Memories of yesterday,
Pain and torment of tomorrow.

You stared, uncomprehending, into my eyes.
I can see the pain, feel the ache.
Dear agony, pushing tears of anguish out of your eyes
I had to steal every breath with each passing moment.

Everything between us escalated with great leaps, fast-forwarding at a hasty pace.
Before the hearts bind, here I am, putting everything to a stop.
Burdened with mixture of feelings and complication, I just can't indulge myself further.
For the greater the capacity to love, the greater the capacity to feel the pain.

This is heart wrenching.
But time will ease the pain...
Be strong.

2010-06-23T22:47:00.003+08:00

A brooding frame of mind

Seeing what is becoming of us, I'm starting to regret the choice I made back then.
If I had chose otherwise, he and I would probably still be the best of friends.

Given a repeated situation now, it is one step forward and two steps back.
I know how hard you've try.
But feel my heart, and sympathize, for its heavily wounded.
Thanks for your care and concern. I truly appreciate.

2010-06-20T14:35:00.004+08:00

Best of Me

I, Kimberlyn, pledge to stay SINGLE for the rest of the year, for my own interest at heart.

You, whom is viewing this right now, shall be my witness.

2010-06-16T00:29:00.003+08:00

Of a world beyond my own

In a quiet place, where things are all in black and white,
Look out for me when I whisper your name.
Pretty boy, don't say a word, just hold my hand and look into my eyes.
With you right beside me, hand in hand, we'll walk through the silence.
Let both time and place be a muddled blur.
And we'll go far away, to wonderland...

2010-06-15T00:46:00.008+08:00

A breakthrough

Tingwei

Cassalyn

Friends, are like pillars.
Sometimes they hold me up, sometimes they lean on me.
Sometimes, it's just enough to know they're standing by.

As I sat alone at a corner, staring into space, I have plenty of things running through my mind.
Over the past 4 years, people around me are ever-changing.
They move, change, and sometimes, turn on me.
I once thought that everyone is good-natured, until I saw the ugly side of human -
revealing secrets that were meant to be hidden, telling tales that were never true and lies that lead to confusion and frustration between people.
Situation, which was first simplicity, became so complicated after it's been told by different voices.

In the sea of faces, take a step back and scan through all of them.
Who are the ones that you can fully trust and depend on?
Who are the ones that will help you in times of need?
Who are always there for you, regardless of rain or shine?

I have the answers to my questions. Do you?
Thanks to the babes above.
Without them, my life would probably have many missing pieces.

To the ugly bitch(es) who tried to bring me down over the years...
I'm still watching you, yes you.
All that you've put me through, they are never forgotten...

Define LOVE.
Love is about the moment and moments never last.

Courtship days would always be sweet.
And fools in love would always indulge in it.
I used to be one of the fools.

As I look back at those days when I was falling deep in love, I can't help laughing at my stupidity.
One after another... Giving repeated shits.
Leaving pain in my fragile heart and tears of anguish out of my eyes.
I tell myself, I'm never going back to those days again.
But I'm too weak to keep myself strong.
For all I know, I needed to be alone. I want to be alone.

Huimei, Tingwei and Cassalyn,
Thanks for your support throughout the years.
Love you girls so muchhhhhh.