.Tuesday, June 15, 2010 ' 12:46 AM Y
A breakthrough
Tingwei
CassalynFriends, are like pillars.
Sometimes they hold me up, sometimes they lean on me.
Sometimes, it's just enough to know they're standing by.
As I sat alone at a corner, staring into space, I have plenty of things running through my mind.
Over the past 4 years, people around me are ever-changing.
They move, change, and sometimes, turn on me.
I once thought that everyone is good-natured, until I saw the ugly side of human -
revealing secrets that were meant to be hidden, telling tales that were never true and lies that lead to confusion and frustration between people.
Situation, which was first simplicity, became so complicated after it's been told by different voices.
In the sea of faces, take a step back and scan through all of them.
Who are the ones that you can fully trust and depend on?
Who are the ones that will help you in times of need?
Who are always there for you, regardless of rain or shine?
I have the answers to my questions. Do you?
Thanks to the babes above.
Without them, my life would probably have many missing pieces.
To the ugly bitch(es) who tried to bring me down over the years...
I'm still watching you, yes you.
All that you've put me through, they are never forgotten...
Define LOVE.
Love is about the moment and moments never last.
Courtship days would always be sweet.
And fools in love would always indulge in it.
I used to be one of the fools.
As I look back at those days when I was falling deep in love, I can't help laughing at my stupidity.
One after another... Giving repeated shits.
Leaving pain in my fragile heart and tears of anguish out of my eyes.
I tell myself, I'm never going back to those days again.
But I'm too weak to keep myself strong.
For all I know, I needed to be alone. I want to be alone.
Huimei, Tingwei and Cassalyn,
Thanks for your support throughout the years.
Love you girls so muchhhhhh.
